HELLO
I AM A 47 YEAR OLD MOTHER HAVING ONE SON WHO IS STUDYING +1. I AM A SINGLE PARENT, WHO HAS BEEN DESERTED BY HUSBAND AROUND 5 YEARS BACK. SOMETIMES I AM UNABLE TO UNDERSTAND HOW AM I LEAVING WITHOUT THE PERSON, WHOM I LOVED MORE THAN MY LIFE AND LEFT EVERYTHING JUST FOR STAYING WITH HIM; I LEFT MY PEOPLE, MY GOVT JOB, GOLD, MONEY EVERYTHING, JUST FOR THE SAKE OF MY LOVE; BUT THE SAME PERSON LEFT ME ON ROADS AND WENT. NOW THERE IS NO BODY TO HELP ME EXCEPT MY 16 YR OLD SON, WHO IS STUDYING +1 AND NOT ABLE TO HELP ME.
SOME TIMES I DONT UNDERSTAND FOR WHOM I AM LIVING. MY LIFE ITSELF BECAME MEANING LESS. BUT AGAIN I MAKEUP MY MIND THAT I HAVE TO LIVE FOR MY SON, TO WHOM I GAVE BIRTH AND IT IS MY DUTY TO MAKE HIS LIFE GOOD, EVEN THOUGH I SPOILED MY LIFE WITH MY OWN DEEDS ("KARMA"). I HAVE NO RIGHT TO SPOIL HIS LIFE.
ANY BODY, WHO EVER GO THROUGH THIS MESSAGE, IF POSSIBLE PLEASE HELP ME TO SOME EXTENT, SO THAT I CAN MAKE MY SON WELL EDUCATED AND ENABLE HIM TO LIVE HIS LIFE HAPPILY.
I FEEL IF IAM USEFUL TO ANY BODY, IT WILL BE THE BLESSING OF GOD FOR ME.
THANKING YOU
RAMA.
